Life is measured in months
Who knew that post cancer life was measured in three month increments? I go thru every day looking forward to the time when it will be measured in six month increments. Its an interesting psychology & not one I had ever thought about before I had cancer. I find myself drawn to writing on here around the time of each quarterly check up. Last Monday was scans & I saw the orthopedic oncologist. Thursday I saw the sarcoma oncologist. All was well, thank god, but there is no feeling like that wondering what they will say. Every quarter is all comes flooding back - just going in the cancer clinic makes me want to vomit - thank goodness I don't have to go by the chemo clinic. I don't even get off on the 2nd floor where chemo is - I go to great lengths to avoid it. But sitting in the belly of the beast waiting to see my intelligent, sweet, kind oncologist is absolutely hell on earth for me. I feel guilty that I'm healthy looking at the o...