I'm in Las Vegas this week for a builder meeting I go to every year. This afternoon was spa or golf. No brainer choice there although I do have to admit that the 85 degrees & sunshine kind of made me want to go ride the cart around the course. We are staying at Aria - if you haven't stayed here, I would recommend it. Brand new, high tech, good food, awesome beds, cool views.
I am one high rolling gambler. I wagered $20 on slots yesterday - when I got up to $41.25 I cashed out. I know, big risk taker right. But I'm happy with my >200% return!
Tomorrow I head to Denver to meet Lisa & Lorraine for our 3 1/2 day "Cancer Free Colorado Celebration". Pretty excited about doing nothing special, sightseeing, touring, shopping, and laughing with 2 of the greatest friends a girl could have. Our wonderful friend Angie made this logo to commemorate our trip - it makes me smile to look at it.
Lets see, what else to report. I have eyebrows! In fact when I get home I need to get them waxed -they are growing a little crazy. And I have itty bitty eyelashes. Julie gave me the tip that the Maybelline mascara in the yellow tube will stick to itty bitty eyelashes - and guess what it does. Awesome. My hair is growing too - although its really fair & you can't see it, you can certainly feel it. I'm still wearing scarves but I tell you I am about over that - very soon I will ditch them for good. I feel wonderful. My energy level is returning & aside from the weight I gained, I really don't have any lingering side effects from the chemo.
I do still have the constant cancer reminder of "fat foot" - my left leg still swells considerably - not just the foot but the whole leg. I'm continuing to ignore it. I've been walking quite a bit - up to about 2 miles I think. I get pretty sore from my new activity level but I've been getting massages often which makes an amazing difference. When I get home from this trip, I will be returning to the gym. I'm thinking about doing pilates & maybe starting back to spin class. And maybe in a month or so starting back with my trainer.
About the only "not good" news I have to report is my weight and eating. I was back on track, did very well for a week but didn't lose any weight so I got kind of discouraged. I'm considering this weekend a celebration and will be back on the wagon on Monday. Clearly my body is still pretty mixed up so its going to be a long haul losing the chemo weight. But I will do it!!
Kendall's a champ at home this week with the girls by himself. Last night I was reflecting on how incredibly lucky I am. Take out the whole cancer & having a new lease on life part. I have the most amazing husband; as a little girl I dreamed about having a loving relationship with a wonderful man - and Kendall exceeds any of those dreams. I have 2 wonderful kids - Emilia was recognized at school today for being on Heads List - no grade below a 90 & an average above 95 in the first quarter. I have a great job where I work with and for some pretty incredible, caring people and have more fun that should be allowed. I have a super family - my brother & his family, dad, step mom are all awesome. And I have the world's best friends; I've always enjoyed reading books about grown women and their friendships - now I feel like I could write one.
So when people look at me in public with that sympathy look (the "You poor thing, you have cancer & no hair" look), I want to shout to the mountaintops - "NO NOT POOR ME. LUCKY ME"
So there - sympathy lookers. Stuff it. (-: I'm luckier and happier than I've ever been in my life.
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